Thoughts past used,
With sexual tension.
Addictions abused,
With excess intervention.
Yet it continues,
Without a pause.
So many views,
Of corrupted laws.
Thoughts so wrong,
With innocence plays.
Lusts a song,
That sex decays.
Heaven or Hell,
Why exist.
Don’t ask nor tell,
If your sanity’s missed.
-Zen 8/1/02
It's been one of those days, all Week! -Lauren Caulderon
"Late to bed and early to rise, it's a fun life but you get droopy eyes!" -good friend James "Jim" Lansilloti
The day you chose to leave me,
It seemed to rain constantly outside.
In truth I swore the rain to be,
a sign that love had truly died.
-Zen (undetermined date)
I'm not sure when or why I wrote this one just that I had in my jurnal.
"I'm not racist I hate everyone the same, and you gotta have a great Zen, if you have that then nothing can keep you down."
-Alisha V.
END
To start at the end,
And stop at begin,
Could the rules just bend,
To such a sin?
The chance to find a true,
In such a lie,
Has equal chance to,
See a cat blink an eye.
Yet it bothers me none,
That a bad message I send,
Because it is fun,
To start at the end!
-Zen (about a year ago)
I know, I know... your probably thinking "what was he thinking (or smoking) when he wrote this crap" ....well I'm not quite sure but it is pretty funny.
A Hearts Burn
Her touch was low,
with a deep calm sigh.
Two hearts bestow,
upon angels cry.
She lacked love,
a mysterious thing.
The angelic dove,
with a deadly sting.
Yet they go on,
without a thought.
Love misdrawn,
and morals mistaught.
So it won't be long,
till he'll pay.
Deeds so wrong,
and trusts betray.
So before hearts burned,
listen to my call.
Love not earned,
isn't love at all.
-Zen
Written on 11/30/00 right after my friend Ahmed decided it would be a good idea to date my ex-girlfriend Ashley. Of course this disgruntled me a tad but I dealed with it pretty well and ended up staying good friends with both of them.
